the 4 year rule of measuring your life

It feels like you’ve been in high school for your entire life. (I definitely have been). (post publishing edit: this is probably the most scatter brained, incomplete thing I’ve posted to date) But it’s only been 4 years, and 4 years (perspective makes a difference) is really not that long. Because you change and develop…

day 4 – (opinionated)

Why do we let the tyranny of mainstream school systems rank us and tell us how successful we are going to be in life? Because I can guarantee when you’re writing for the Times no one’s going to care if you got a C in calculus. And when you’re a behavioral therapist you wont lose clients because…

am I too young for an midlife crisis (I hope I don’t die at 36)

Lately I’ve been really preoccupied with what feels like an existential crisis. Now, ever since I was very young I have memories of instances during the day when I would be sort of taken-a-back by moments of existential realization and almost depersonalization (though that sounds a bit drastic.. but the same sort of detached feeling).…

day 2 – planning ahead

The most common thing I get asked these days is “well, what are you going to do if you’re not in school?”. (This is probably going to be a boring none relatable post as I try very hard to make some actual plans for the future.) To be perfectly honest with you (I think we’ve reached…

day 1 – nearing the end

Logically, teenage (girls) get sappy and sentimental when it’s time for them to move on out and into the real world. While 29 days away from graduation I still don’t have the pang in my chest when I think about leaving high school behind forever, basically every other girl in my class does. And I…